syg sy..mohd nur hakim...=)

salam..

ni la syg sy..cumel x??hehe..

hari ni da last nk tlis blog ni..esok da nak btolak..brg2 sume da siap..org je x siap lg,xde preparation pun..
fizikal dan mental yg sama..fikiran yg bercampur aduk..sedih je rse aty ni..sebak..
dkat orang lain aku da pesan byk kali..ni dkat dy blom lg,tp tiap ari da pesan..hehehe..2 la..ntah dy da jemu dgn pkataan aku yg sme je dlm msj..sory syg..sy just nak makesure awak ok dkat sne..xnak jd pape..=)
2 bulan bercuti 1st sem..mcm2 jadi..dan aku akui ni semua salah aku..dan dia x terkecuali get involved in dis problem..
syg..
haih..nak ckap ape eh?hehehe!!da lupe sy..td ad byk je idea nak tls..tp ble terbyg je muke awk.trus hlg sbb air mte sy da bertakung.."mcm syg ske kte slalu..ada org blg batu kat mte"..hee~lawak la syg ni..
syg..sy rse mcm nak panggil nme awk kuat2..kte kuat2..sy rindu awk!!!!!!!!!!!!
bia awk dgr..bia thyroid sy ni kluar trus,bia sy x bleh ckap pun x pe..sbb sy nak awk twu sy rindu sgt dkat awk..
hurmm..syg..sy minx maaf sbb ske an kte minx maaf dkat awk..bkn ape..sy rse yg tu je sy boleh buat..nak pujuk awk x bleh..jauh..sy rse bsalah..kdg2 sy yg lbh2 pk bkn2..sje nak bg awk mrah..tp jauh dlm aty sy sbenarnye sy tkt khlgan awk..takot sgt2..tp lpas ni sy da pcaye awk..sy tau awk x mcm org lain..sy btol2 pcaye awk..
baru2 ni psl beg 2..sy x spatotnye susahkan awk..sbb 2 msalah sy..sy kne slesaikan sndiri..tah la..byk dah sy susahkan awk..ni blom kawen lg..t tah mcmane plak an..mesti awk rse boring dgn sy..krenah sy yg mcm2..
awak da kasi sy ksh syg awk..sy appy sgt ble ad dgn awk..tp skrg da x bleh..kne jauh2..nanti da xde spe nk buat lawak dkat sy..hmmm..boringnye..bleh ke sy tahan..sbar..
syg..
sy harap sgt kte boleh kekal..sy xnak jd mcm orang lain..sy tkot..
sy nak awk jge dri baik2..jge makan,study baik2,jgn sports sgt,bdn tu x kuat..t skt dade..
jd pape t susah..
hurmm..
thanks syg..sbb ksh syg awk 2 yg buat sy bahagia dlm hdp sy..dpat isi kekosongan hati sy slama ni..
sy bsyukur dpat knal org mcm awk..
awk ske buat sy happy..even sbenarnye awk pun x happy sgt..
sy minx maaf sbb susahkan awk spanjang kte kenal..
byk sgt sy susahkan awk..
syg jge dri baik2..sy syg awk..nk tau ay syg awk byk mne??awk cube kre bulu kambing..byk 2 laa..hehehe!!
xde la..ksh,syg,cinta sy..xde penghujung..smpai mte sy ttutup..ingat 2..
ok la..smpai sini dlu..selamat tinggal sygku,selamat malam..


from ur girl..


nur salma jamaludin..=)

life changing..but..for me..its same..

aiyooo..
sdah mau tkar kolej meh..
dapat tawaran plak spa ni..
"sukacita di maklumkan anda ditawarkan menjalani latihan pra perkhidmatan diploma kejururawatan selama 3 tahun di bawah kementerian kesihatan malaysia"..
aik??dunia dah gelap..x boleh fikir apa..terbayang di fikiran wajah2 yang menunggu aku lepas cuti sem.ifa..qila..ainul..ily yg nak balik kolej sekali nanti..wajah yang paling terbayang..wajah seorang lelaki yang telah hadir dalam hidup aku 5 bulan yang lalu..yang selalu menunggu aku..melayan aku..menemani aku ke mana saja..tambah2 di kolej tu..terlampau banyak kenangan di sana..bersyukur sangat,Allah beri aku seorang manusia yang boleh lengkapkan kekurangan aku selama ni..boleh tolong aku ketika aku susah..boleh terima aku seadanya aku..seminggu air mata ni mengalir..mengalir tanpa satu pun keputusan..
tapi..aku pernah janji dulu dengan diri aku sendiri,minta Allah kasi dekat aku keje yang boleh aku tolong orang setiap masa..sekarang,Dia dah beri..so,appreciate it..buat sehabis baik..mane tau..orang yg selalu duduk dengan aku pun selalu sakit..t senang ada aku..boleh jage dia..jge mak dan ayah,family,kawan2..
yang tu je aku fikir sekarang ni..nak tolong diorang sangat2..


sedikit pesanan buat kwn2 ku di sana..
KHAIRUL ZUKHAILI aka ILY AMER..

my dearest chubby cutie kindy gurl..my besties n my sweetie forever..
ily ni selalu teman ma p mana pun..
buat assignment pun sama..pair work pun sama2..ily selalu bagi nasihat..bila ma sedih.menangis,ily mesti ada dengan ma..tenamgkan ma..ma rasa..ma x kuat kalau x dak ily di sisi ma nanti..ma x dak duit,ily bagi duit ily..ily beli macam2 kat ma,purse 2,singlet 2..bila kita balik ke kedah je,kalau bas stop mesti ily beli macam2 makanan,bekalan kita naik bas nanti..ily tau x..ma sedih ily buat ma macam ni..rasa ma susahkan ily..sangat2..ma dah janji dekat diri ma,.bila ma senang nanti..nanti ily susah,ma nak tolong..ma nak ganti balik semua duit ily..
ma rasa terhutang budi sangat2..
ily..
jaga diri baik2 nanti..jangan jalan sorang2..balik naik teksi..belajar betul2..sambung perjuangan ma dalam tesl yang sekerat jalan ni..jangan pedulikan orang lain..buat apa yg ily nak..ma selalu doakan ily..selamat..dunia akhirat..love u dear..<3<3<3


NUR AFIFAH aka ifa or my cik bam..
my cutie bear..

 ifa syg..
nanti kan da xde sape pon nak peluk kau kat sebelah..aku da x boleh marah2 kau bile kau nanges..kau kawan yg sangat baik,yg selalu dengar masalah aku,suke sakat aku,x kire la aku bad mood ke ape ke..kau still nak buat lawak..kau comel ifa,aku x nafikan 2..jangan rendah diri ea..walaupun aku jauh..ade ape2 nanti mesej..ingat pesan aku..jangan minum ais sangat,makan ikut waktu,.jangan diet2..kau dah la gastrik, tonsil plak tu..t kene buang tonsil tu x pasal cakap sengau nanti..hehehe!!lawak je..
belajar betul2..
im here by your side dear..


NURUL AQILAH aka qila..
budak pemalu.brasses girl..

aqilah!!!suke la panggil macam 2..tp nanti dah x boleh panggil macam 2 kan?qila..nanti da xde sape nak rebut tempat tido sebelah ifa..kau boleh take part aku punye tempat..xpe..aku kasi free je..hehehe!!qila,perempuan yang baik hanya untu lelaki yang baik..ingat 2..ingat janji kau dgn aku ape..aku pegang janji kau sampai mati..sekarang ni belajar habis habisan..mane tau ade jodoh nanti kau kawen dulu..kau kan nak special present dari aku..aku x tipu..aku kasi betol2 tau..hehehe!!nanti jangan gaduh2 dengan ifa..dok baik2..aku tau kau boleh buat..kau kawan aku yang kuat kan?
aku sayang kau..


dah la..penat dah ni..nanti sambung lain..sekarang aku nak korang jage ily baik2..dia dah xde aku..aku takot jadi pape kat dia nanti..
korang pun jage diri baik2..jangan gadoh2..nanti aku ada masa aku pegi ea..tunggu aku..
eh?lupe pulak..my dearest hubby..
hehehe!!sory syg..
 my sayang..
MOHD NUR HAKIM aka mirmo zibang..

ni la muke mirmo zibang..pcaye x?

nanti la cite psl dia..banyak sngat yang nak dipesan..x ckop..

k la..stop sini dulu..nanti sambung balik..

salam..

nota buat mak tersayang..

mak..

adk rindu mak slalu..

rindu plukan mak..

blaian tangan mak..

msakan mak..

bebelan mak..

mak..

adk nk sgt jga mak..

nk bls blk jasa mak..

mcmana mak jga adk dr tapak kaki sbsr 2 jari tgn smpai la sbsr mnusia skrg..

1 hari nanti..

bla adk da kja,bleh jga mak n ayh..

klu bleh adk nk jga mak n ayh..

nak bwk mak n ayh hdp dgn adk..

adk sanggup jga mak n ayh wlau apa pun keadaan mak n ayh..

adk sanggup bkorban..

walaupun dri adk sndiri..

mak..

mak da ddk adk elok sgt..

semua lengkap..

mak x slh langsung didik adk..

tp adk ja yg x ikt ckp mak kdg2..

adk minta maaf..

adk x sengaja nk wat..

adk x mau mak tanggung dosa adk..

biar la adk tanggung dosa sndiri..

sbb adk yg wat,,

klu bleh..

adk nk Allah bg pahala yg adk wat kt mak..

biar sng ja hati mak nanti..

mak..

klu bleh kn..

adk nk ja Allah amk adk dlu dr mak n ayh,,

sbb adk tkot..

adk tkot t klu mak n ayh x dak..

sapa nk jga adk..

chaq,abg,chik..

dpa semua ad family sndiri..

dpa da x tgk adk ni..

da x igt adk ni spa..

teh plak nanti pun ad khdpan sndiri..

xkn dy nk tgk adk ja..

nk jga adk je..

x dak spa adk nk hrp klu x dak mak n ayh..

mak n ayh ja harta adk kt dunia ni..

mak..

jga dri elok2..

jga ayh..

tunggu ea 2 3 thn lg t bla adk da kja..

kta bina hdp baru..

adk nk jga mak n ayh..

adk sntiasa doa mak n ayh slalu slamat..

shat n drahmati Allah slalu..

syg mak n ayh sgt..

mmuahhh!!

ikhlas..

dr anak mu..

nur salma jamaludin..

knape jd mcm ni???????????????

kdg aty ni an rse mcm nk mrh sgt..x tau la npe..hmmmmmmmm,,,
kdg2 skt aty sgt dgn org2 sekeliling,,org x fhm kte ni mcm mne,,ape yg kte rse n ape yg kte nk..pdhal kte try  fhm org2 tu,,n slalu ad time diorg ad msalah..ntah la..x baik mengungkit,,yg penting kte ikhlas wat ape2 pon dmi org lain an?wt x tau je la ape yg jd..xpe,,sbr..x baik mrh2 ni,,
kte mrh bkn sbb ape,,syaitan n iblis 2 yg menyucuk lbh srh bg api2 kn kmarahan 2 an..
by the way,,ignore about dat..biarkan perasaan itu pergi dgn hembusan angin yg datang menerusi dri ni,,hahaha!!mcm tlbih sastera plak..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......
kdg2 aty ni rse rindu kt Allah..
rse dri ni bdose sgt,,knape eh?sbb mmg kte bdose an..kdg2 kte lpe Dia yg menciptakan kita semua,,
Dia yg bg nikmat khidupan ni semua..
tp 2 la..
kte x pndai nk bersyukur ape yg ad..
yg ad kt dpn mte sume nk buang,x puas aty lg,pdhal yg Dia bg 2 pun da ckp lengkap..

what i should do??Ya Allah help me...

Sometimes,life needs sacrifice even it is not 4 urself,,i am sacrificing my future,my ambition,my love,my friends n anything here..only just 4 my parents request..they need the best 4 me..b4 they go to Allah,my parent dont want me life in a hard life like them..but i dont know..i wont get this feeling if i didnt get here..i wont feel sad if i didnt know my bloved friends here,,iefa,qiela,amoi,ainul,teha....i didnt get a best moment wif my bestfriend here..n.....i  didnt get him n love him so much if i didnt get here.. i got here 2 be a teacher or lecturer one day,,but its gonna be change after i get my interview that i will going to attend it this coming Monday,25 October..i get interview 4 spa8..i dont know what i should do 4 myself..i just can pray n ask Allah give the best choice 4 me in my future,,maybe my parent choice is good 4 me..

adk syg mak n ayh..

dear my mom n dad,,
i want u all 2 be happy wif me in dis world and hereafter,,for those i do in my life only for u all.. i just wanna take care both of u like u t8 care of me since i was a small girl,,no one can replace u all in my heart..
i love u mak n ayh,,miss u all so much..
dear my friends here,,
4 the 1st time we met,,i cant forget all the memories we had together,,so sweet to be wif u all.,

sory dear,,

dear my best ftiends forever,,ily..
i love u so much,,thanks 4 taking care of me here..
you was such a good friends since i lived in this world..
take care of yourself when im not here dear,,
my heart dont want to leave u alone here..
im so sad..
t8 care dear..






n lastly..
4 my love..
i always need u dear in my life..
i love u,,only u in my life,,the 1st guy i met in my life,,
who make me laugh wif those joke,,
make me smile wif ur happy smile..
make my heart fall in love when every time ur eyes look through my face..
make me feel false when u cried in front of me dear..

my beloved ones..

forgive me dear when im deciding 2 leave u alone here..
but..
my heart n my soul always wif u..accompany u,,wherever u go n whatever u do in ur life..
i'll waiting 4 u until 6 years..
i holding ur promises..
i love u dear..love u so much..
t8 care of urself,studies n ur health..
thanks 4 ur love which i cant get it from someone else..
thanks so much..
hmmmm...........
i dont know what im thinking about,,
dats all..pray 4 me..4 my life n success..amin...

thanks to my love n my bloved friends..i'm happy so much!!

on my birthday...
sy tharu sgt time birthday kali ni..ntah la..slalu x rse pon mcm ni..slalu klu smbt birthday biase je,,
dlu time skolah mnengah smbut dgan kwn2,sume girls..biase la skolah pompuan an..heeee~
besh oo skolah pompuan,,x pyh srabut dgn bdk2 laki ni..hmm..sy x sangka nk dpt surprise mcm ni skali..klu ikt aty org da wish pon da ckp..ckp la skdr igt pon alhamdulillah..sal present2 sy x ksah sgt,,im not materialistik person..tp ad jgk hamba Allah sorg ni ske kasi sy mcm2 sjak sy knl dye lg..ish!!kdg2 gram jgk..tp x leh yg ni special person..hehehehe!!
even bru 2 bln ktorang bsame an..dye byk mengajar sy mcm2..ape 2 ksh syg..sy x pnah rse dhargai mcm ni skali..x pernah rse dsyangi mcm ni..x pnah rse slmat mcm ni ble bsame dye..
tp aty ni slau tkot,,tkot hbgn ni x leh pjg mcmane sy impikan..mcmane sy nk dr dulu lg..sjk sy x knl dye lg..
klu bleh nk knl dye je,xnk da knl spe2..nk dye je dlm hdp ni,,4 me,he is perfect..
tp ape leh wat,doa je la..kte x tau in future mcmane..ape yg nk jd..dlm hdp kne ad ksbrn yg byk tmbh lg dlm 1 phbgn yg utk slama2nya..tol x?hmmm..klu kne dok jauh skali biar la dr segi fzikal je jauh,tp aty x..sntiasa ad,,slg mlengkapi an..
k la nk stop..
4 u dear,,my love,,if u read my blog,i just wanna say 2 u dat i love u so much..i appreciate what u have done 2 me..since u come in my life,my life change..but i hope we can be together until the end of my time..i only want u in my life..i dont want someone else..love u dear..may Allah bless us until we can together one day..

today....

assalamualaikum sume...
hmmm...ari ni ad something jd,,mcmane r nk cte??sy an klu bab bkawan ni mmg sensitif skit..bla bkwn je dgn spe yg da jd kwn sy mmg sy syg..ape2 msalah klu bleh sy nk kwn2 sy share dgn sy..sy x ksah klu msalah sy org xnk dgr tp sy x ske ble kwn2 sy mke msm,bad mood je tiap masa..xbest r mcm ni..nk smbg2 pon x best..klu bleh cte la msalah ape,,kte kongsi bsama..4 me,,sbaik2 mne n sbruk2 mne kwn kte pon,,dye ttap kwn kte..dnia akhirat tau..hmm..x la..tp org x fhm sy ni concern kt diorang..x tau la mcmane..sy nk tlg ape yg ptot,,tp org xnak..x pe la stop sal ni..kte cte sal lain..
ni psl bke fb td..
naik note ckg skolah mnengah sy dlu..dye cte sal stewardness yg pgsn kt mekah 2..
story dia sgt mgerikan..tp smbl 2 kte take the lessons..
cte dye sal dye kne azb time dye koma kt sne,,dye cte sbb dye kne azab Allah coz dye x ttp aurat ni..ckp mgerikan..bygkan la klu korg pye pyudara kne kepit dgn besi pns n jth dlm api neraka..mcmane rsenye???ya Allah,,Allah je yg tau mcmane rse 2..
pas 2 bygkn rmbut ni kne smbar dgn api neraka,smpai menggelegak otak,n rse mcm tcabut klt kpala..heeee!!ngeri la..
nk tau x sbb ape?sbb dlu dye x pnah pkai tdg n dye drhaka kt suami dye..hmmm..tkot la...
so aq pon sdr,,kte pgang amanah Allah,so kne jga elok2..aurat kte n khormatan kte kne jge..nk tnjk pon t tnjk kt suami msg2..hmm..nsht kt org,kte pon kne alert slalu..k la..t continue blk,,nk study,,salam!!!

assalamualaikum...finally i can create my own blog..heeee~~

me n ily!!

gud monink!!finally sy bleh jgk wt blog sndiri without any help from somebody..hehehehe!!x pnah ni dlm hdp wt bnd sorg2,slalu ad org wt kan..tp nk wat mcmane an hdp kne la pndai independent...hahahaha..ape la..hmm..
what i should  i start ha??urmm..cm ni la..kte breifing dlu eh??let me introduce myself yg not so interesting ni..ckp english pon broken..ape nk jd nih...ish..
ok,,my name x yah tau la an..spe yg knl 2 knl la an..nme2 ni kte secret skit,,tp klu nk tau jgk kwn2 kt klj pggl SAL n then kt secondary school panggil MA..hahahaha!!pndai2 la guest ea...
hmmmm...sy study kt kolej poly-tech mara kuala lumpur,,nah amk nma pnh trus..knl ke x pon x twu la korang ek...study in diploma TESL..jp g x tau plak tesl 2 ape..mai chek nk hbq...teaching english as a second language..2 la cta2 setinggi langit an,,nk jd lecturer bi pya psl 2 yg amk course 2..minx ipta x dpt,dpt mara pon jd la..2 yg tkilan skt 2..dpt result bleh la thn,tp x dpt offer mna2,,grm x??org len dpt 2a bleh je dpt ipta..yg org ni dpt 5a xdpt,,bkn calang a plak 2..hmmm..x pe la..sbr..maybe dugaan Allah nk kasi an,mne tau in future t crah,,kte x tau sume 2..aty kne sntiasa redha..jgn byk merngut,,bersyukur ap yg ad,,urm..sy ni org kedah,,2 yg ad skt ckp mcm kedah 2,,tp t klu ckp fully loghat kedah org x fhm plak..
psl family plak,,sy ank yg bongsu dlm family,,sumenye ad 5 org..yg lain sume da kje,,except akak yg study degree in engineering kt unikl skrg ni n sy je..x lps lg 2 mak n ayh nk tanggung,,ad 2 org lg..even nme je ank bongsu tp sy ni x mcm ank bongsu yg lain,,sy x tau nk mnje2..xde kje..klu dlm family 2 sumenye style yg friendly but im not the one like them..jgn hrp la aq nk ckp klu x tgur aq,,hehehehe..malu tau x nk pg tgur org..tp bkn smbg tau..ygk mke je mcm smbg tp x..who are really know me they know who i am..mcm mak n ayh..diorg fhm sy mcmane..but sometimes it can be not..hmmm,,xpe la..pjg plak story ni..t org jemu plak pyh..k la,,just at here..see u again..salam..