Tuesday, September 28, 2010

today....

assalamualaikum sume...
hmmm...ari ni ad something jd,,mcmane r nk cte??sy an klu bab bkawan ni mmg sensitif skit..bla bkwn je dgn spe yg da jd kwn sy mmg sy syg..ape2 msalah klu bleh sy nk kwn2 sy share dgn sy..sy x ksah klu msalah sy org xnk dgr tp sy x ske ble kwn2 sy mke msm,bad mood je tiap masa..xbest r mcm ni..nk smbg2 pon x best..klu bleh cte la msalah ape,,kte kongsi bsama..4 me,,sbaik2 mne n sbruk2 mne kwn kte pon,,dye ttap kwn kte..dnia akhirat tau..hmm..x la..tp org x fhm sy ni concern kt diorang..x tau la mcmane..sy nk tlg ape yg ptot,,tp org xnak..x pe la stop sal ni..kte cte sal lain..
ni psl bke fb td..
naik note ckg skolah mnengah sy dlu..dye cte sal stewardness yg pgsn kt mekah 2..
story dia sgt mgerikan..tp smbl 2 kte take the lessons..
cte dye sal dye kne azb time dye koma kt sne,,dye cte sbb dye kne azab Allah coz dye x ttp aurat ni..ckp mgerikan..bygkan la klu korg pye pyudara kne kepit dgn besi pns n jth dlm api neraka..mcmane rsenye???ya Allah,,Allah je yg tau mcmane rse 2..
pas 2 bygkn rmbut ni kne smbar dgn api neraka,smpai menggelegak otak,n rse mcm tcabut klt kpala..heeee!!ngeri la..
nk tau x sbb ape?sbb dlu dye x pnah pkai tdg n dye drhaka kt suami dye..hmmm..tkot la...
so aq pon sdr,,kte pgang amanah Allah,so kne jga elok2..aurat kte n khormatan kte kne jge..nk tnjk pon t tnjk kt suami msg2..hmm..nsht kt org,kte pon kne alert slalu..k la..t continue blk,,nk study,,salam!!!

Sunday, September 26, 2010

assalamualaikum...finally i can create my own blog..heeee~~

me n ily!!
gud monink!!finally sy bleh jgk wt blog sndiri without any help from somebody..hehehehe!!x pnah ni dlm hdp wt bnd sorg2,slalu ad org wt kan..tp nk wat mcmane an hdp kne la pndai independent...hahahaha..ape la..hmm..
what i should  i start ha??urmm..cm ni la..kte breifing dlu eh??let me introduce myself yg not so interesting ni..ckp english pon broken..ape nk jd nih...ish..
ok,,my name x yah tau la an..spe yg knl 2 knl la an..nme2 ni kte secret skit,,tp klu nk tau jgk kwn2 kt klj pggl SAL n then kt secondary school panggil MA..hahahaha!!pndai2 la guest ea...
hmmmm...sy study kt kolej poly-tech mara kuala lumpur,,nah amk nma pnh trus..knl ke x pon x twu la korang ek...study in diploma TESL..jp g x tau plak tesl 2 ape..mai chek nk hbq...teaching english as a second language..2 la cta2 setinggi langit an,,nk jd lecturer bi pya psl 2 yg amk course 2..minx ipta x dpt,dpt mara pon jd la..2 yg tkilan skt 2..dpt result bleh la thn,tp x dpt offer mna2,,grm x??org len dpt 2a bleh je dpt ipta..yg org ni dpt 5a xdpt,,bkn calang a plak 2..hmmm..x pe la..sbr..maybe dugaan Allah nk kasi an,mne tau in future t crah,,kte x tau sume 2..aty kne sntiasa redha..jgn byk merngut,,bersyukur ap yg ad,,urm..sy ni org kedah,,2 yg ad skt ckp mcm kedah 2,,tp t klu ckp fully loghat kedah org x fhm plak..
psl family plak,,sy ank yg bongsu dlm family,,sumenye ad 5 org..yg lain sume da kje,,except akak yg study degree in engineering kt unikl skrg ni n sy je..x lps lg 2 mak n ayh nk tanggung,,ad 2 org lg..even nme je ank bongsu tp sy ni x mcm ank bongsu yg lain,,sy x tau nk mnje2..xde kje..klu dlm family 2 sumenye style yg friendly but im not the one like them..jgn hrp la aq nk ckp klu x tgur aq,,hehehehe..malu tau x nk pg tgur org..tp bkn smbg tau..ygk mke je mcm smbg tp x..who are really know me they know who i am..mcm mak n ayh..diorg fhm sy mcmane..but sometimes it can be not..hmmm,,xpe la..pjg plak story ni..t org jemu plak pyh..k la,,just at here..see u again..salam..